Ultrasound is tomorrow - July 13th, 2011

So my follicle ultrasound is tomorrow afternoon. I don't feel much "cooking" in there this month. I'm only expecting 1 good one again this time. It is so difficult to be optimistic - I just feel like I'm going through the motions at this point without much emotional investment. I know we're trying to conceive, but it's almost like I just don't expect it to happen for a long time at this point. Maybe I'm just in a bad mood these days.